Morning Bliss......

Late night coffee..... yes thats sounds really freaky but just try it once ..... coffee at 2 in the morning and some heavy metal.... really makes a good combination.... but it has its side effects.... yes...
sudenly the world makes sense to you and really you do get to know why your life is the way it is.....
but trust me that is not what i got this night....
i opened the kitchen room door and it made a creaky sound like the doors that forms a central point in any horror movie..... but my kitchen is nothing short of that..... wel any how i made the coffee..... the reason for this coffee was that i wanted to study for my upcoming exams... wel yes its strange but it happens rarely that i get these spurts of motivation to take the books and actually read...
Well anyways i made the coffee by making as less noise as i can..... coffee is no good without a ciggarete... so i lighted one.... sometimes out of habit or just sheer boredom i walk the passage in my house .... between my room and the kitchen.... wel on this unforgiving night i just went near the door and stood there.... and i listened intently.........
One of my roomates was playing Unforgiven 2 by metallica....... The combination of coffee, smoke,a still night and metallica created a different soul inside me..... i dont know what had happened to me then but i just got carried away into that still black night.....
I stood in front of the gate ...... i took a puff out of my cigarette and i just tried to listen to anything but all i could hear was the silence of the night, the stillness of the dark world that lay outside these doors....
i wanted to go for a walk but the door was locked.... so i just stood there and floated away..... to some distant memories of the past, present and future..... yes thats the problem with me ... i think too much about stuff that shouldn't even bother me.....and i didnt wake up til my hand was almost burnt by the cigarette.......
And i found out that my coffee had got cold...... anyhow i drank it without giving much thought....
washed my hands and face and decided to get down to some serious business..... so i turned on some music and tried to solve some chemical equations..... my roommate was asleep by now and the clock had already struck 3 in the morning........i decided to work for an hour and get some sleep......
That hour went quite normally and i did get some work done.....
finally i decided to get some sleep.......
But something happened...... i couldn't sleep..... the room was dark and there was just a faded light that was coming through the window of the street light outside.... In this partly lit room i could see the days i had spent and the sleepless nights i had..... i got up.... opened my comp.... just the flash of the screen light took me by suprise and my eyes slowly adjusted to the light.... i jsut wanted some sort of noise because i could't really hear anything other than the sound of my breath..... so i turned on some music, watched a few videos and just tried to while the time away... i didnt look at the time but by the time i realised it was almost 5 o clock and the crows had started their usual banter.....
i heard the fiant call for the morning prayers in the nearby mosque.... then the soundboxes of the nearby mandir opened up and it played a sweet morning raga.....
I realised that as my day ended some else had just begun theirs,.... it was cool... a lite breeze had picked up and the sun was in the horizon.....
i slowly went to bed and closed my eyes.... and i just fell into a deep sleep......
It could be the morning Namaz or the soft gentle prayer or the morning breeze that had brought some peace within me... and it helped me sleep......

I found peace for that one day but my soul is ever so tormented.......